There is an unborn field...
Giving rise to all conditions.
It is not a thing amongst other things - it is the suchness of ALL possibilities.
Not a state relative to other states - but the unborn 'somethingness' of all states.
It is not subject to coming and going - coming and going along with other appearances of temporality, manifest within it.
Absence of the field is an impossibility - if there were such a possibility, it would be the field manifesting as such.
Attempts to comprehend this mysterious unborn can never succeed - the field itself cannot possibly be known as an object within the field.
Yet... that there is anything... is an expression of this unborn light.
And... try as you may, you cannot escape its expression.... you are its expression.
Like this.